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I seem to avoid the word addiction in most circles.
I just seem to have trouble with handcuffs and leashes.
even if they're not on my wrists..
Most of them...they just choke my heart
I don't want to know any lover
I don't wanna meet anyone new
I just whant someone who's familiar
Who I can lay my head on
And cry as if ... just as if...
As if it would be the last time I could ever cry again
All the drops of the rain..I'd gather them
And even so..the salt in my eyes would dry them
Don't get me wrong... my pain isn't deeper than yours
It's just mine. And I assure you...you wouldn't wanna steal it from me.
Get me a dream that I could love
And then get me a key
that lock it all away from me
So I could suffer again and again
Get me a girl that's as simple as the innocent truth
And I'll lie to her so she could be bended
Get me a girl that's as unstable as mercury
And I'll show you all my mistresses
Get me a woman that could say to me
"It's all right....it's all right.....shhhhhh"
And I'll give myself to her.
I guess..."it's all right...." for me now..
and I guess it will never be.
Maybe it's me the one who's unstable with my innocent truths
It's faceless voice that calls inside my dreams and outside my reality
Where are you?
Fucking ghost.